I love you, more than anything. You're name gives me chills and brings tears to my eyes. My heart beats faster and harder at the same time. I'd give anything to never feel like this. Never once has a guy made me feel so low. No one has made me feel like I didn't matter. No one has ever built me up the way you did. No one has built me up and then tore me down the way you did. No one has ever given me so much and yet nothing. I can't even begin to explain the pain I go through every single day. You hurt me more than anyone ever has. I know I have to move on, but the fact that I have to move on without the person who means the absolute world to me is destroying me. You've ignored me. You've told me how much you cared about me then took it all away. Everything I've ever done has been ruined. I love you so much, but I'm done chasing after you.
"I love you. When I wake up in the morning, I think of you. When I go to bed, I think of you. But if you want to walk away, I won't chase you anymore. I'll be fine, whether it's with or without you. I'd like it to be with you, but if not, it's fine." - Jersey Shore
